THE DISTINCT STONE

I was in the world that is full of darkness and cruelty. I was being tied up sternly. I was surrounded by superfluous thoughts came from ruthless creatures. I was being trampled. I was being misjudge. And I was in a burden sensation which seems there is a warm water on my internal part that somewhat can’t leak out the vapor inside. However, extreme thoughts that stubbed me is been common, experiencing the outraged of people has been accepted. During this time, I was in the middle of abidance. And even discouragement that was being injected to me instead of recoiling, I never did. Even though my life is full of obstacles and challenges which deeply measure my capability itself. I strongly oppose it, never yield otherwise I kept on fighting against it, voice out and spread throughout the universe, hands up and never slouch, heads up and showcase the starlight smile to them. No revenge will happen rather I will hit them the goodness and kindness that all I have. The exchange of their wickedness will be the love and affection and exchange of inequality will be the fairness of treatment to one another. I brought this uniqueness with no regret, in fact I’m grateful owning this gift. Though there are stones kept on colliding and shattering my personality, trying to break me out but they can never be, cause only I can be. Even if how many stones will strike for, I’ll never be receding rather I would where I can be fully accepted to whole society. I’m about to trace the exact world of the new beginning. A world that is full of acceptance, bounty of love, and hospitality which certainly no vile behavior from heart less people. Where I can be happy with nobody’s care for me, where I can be free to showcase my in born ability, personality, as well as my eternal disparity. This is not the will of mine except the will of God so don’t judge me. Maybe it has a great purpose but missed to understand. It’s neither a plague nor a baffle otherwise it’s a gift that is unacceptable by the people. I’d almost felt hopeless I realized that I can no longer elicit the tranquility itself if I’m going to give up. Contemplating every circumstances come out into realization that everything does really depend on your own techniques in handling life. I’d tried to visual check myself and I find no wrong nor mistakes committed. But it was the people whose inaccurate. I’ll cast away all my burdens, the negativity and weaknesses through the strong waves that strikes along the seashore, take into the mid sea of forgetting the unpleasant yesterday’s that had gone through. And sought that it will never back again then whenever it takes, hope it was the world of witches where my past began. Expected that the exchange of my suffer is towards success. I’m looking forward for the light of the new beginning then another sunrise of a pleasant morning. The stone that was being discriminated and judge by the people will glitter like a gold. And now, I’ll be going to stand. I’ll be strong and never doubt. This is my pride that I’m going to raise up and even though I’m in different but we still have the same heart that seeking for the door of someone who is open for us. No matter who I am, I know I’m still tough is because I got to survive out of the trials that came over to me. Though we have different  feelings but I’m still human being, seeking for respect and comprehension of people that has been part of my environment where I am moving in.